Charli XCX - So i

Always on my mind (Every day, every night)
Your star burns so bright (Why did I push you away?)
I was scared sometimes
You had a power like a lightning strike
When I'm on stage sometimes I lie
Say that I like singing these songs you left behind
And I know you always said, "It's okay to cry"
So I know I can cry, I can cry, so I cry
Wish I tried to pull you closer
You pushed me hard, made me focus
Your words, brutal, loving, truthful
I was petrified